January 2010
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I keep telling myself
That I can’t let this ruin my night my New Years Eve night if this is what 2010 brings for me then I just want it to stay 2009. I hate getting older and putting up with the shit that comes with it. I keep getting this sick feeling in my stomach because I feel like I’m about to ‘face the music’ or something, like something really big is coming for me and I have no control,...
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December 2009
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Here's THE GAME: Grab the book nearest you. Right...
catattak: stopnicole: slutgarden: itismutual: tilty: ”But the owl lay motionless and pathetic as a toy on the floor of her cage” - Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by J.K Rowling. “He might have spoken, but I did not hear; one hand was stetched out, seemingly to detain me, but I escaped, and rushed down stairs.”— “Frankenstein” by Mary Shelley “If pulse returns, check breathing.”...
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new years resolution
emilyisrad: anyone have any? mine’s to find something/someone worthwhile of holding onto.  hey mine too! and to get over him.
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Waiting on a maybe
maybe someday.
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Is it just me
or is the wind sounding demonic?
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I can smell the cigarettes in my jacket
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sometimes I feel like giving up on humanity.
lannabee: then I can’t believe I actually thought that.  trust me… I know the feeling.. with all the shit in the world, how can you not sometimes… really, it’s amazing how we are actually able to trust people, because of past events that prove humans to be total monsters at times.
Dec 28th
Show
I’m playing a show tonight, and for what ever reason, I’m ridiculously nervous to do it. I have no idea why, I haven’t felt like this in ages and now… I feel like I might be sick. I just want this feeling to go away!
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He
wanted to go to lunch on christmas eve, even though we just hung out the day before…. He acts like he’s into me.. but doesn’t want me enough to be in a relationship. The age is too hard… I understand, I do… but why can’t I just drop this? Why is it so hard for me to forget. I want to move on so bad, but I just can’t.. and it’s not like he’s...
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“Everything will be okay in the end. If it’s not okay, it’s not the end.”
– unknown. (via marshmallowfantasy)
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Three words
gingerbread christmas tree.. I love working at a bakery :)
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Work.
jukeboxsong: 6:30 till 2. Ughhh. The Olympic torch is coming down main st today at 7:30. Crowds and bitchy young children who didn;t want to be there and instead want a cookie. Coffee. Coffee. Coffee  I thought your working until three?
Dec 19th
leo
your past is not behind you. It’s also in front of you.
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Really
want to wear a dress today.
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